vanilla comorro

black tea with a hint of vanilla--a scent that became wildly popular during the 90's and quickly nauseating in the 2000's.

this business of hating folk... truly a destructive force, i must say.  it doesn't necessarily propel as much anger as it boils, does it?

so after some time of wrestling with my utter hideousness, i've come to a conclusion--i have to let it go.  and it's not only possible, it's what this life is meant to do.

recently i came across some people whose philosophies were so set in stone in its most minor points that anything challenging those points in any hint of a way would be met with quick judgment and accusations.  there was a time when i was that way...

i do not regret my passion, nor what i stood for.  however i do regret the manner with which i communicated them. 

i can't continue to hate.  it's too energy-consuming.  and i need my energy to fight off the forces that attack those i love.